Gosh..

Gosh im dead lahh!

i nid to release my tension

thru my blog!!

today, i went to lrt wif eriene,

vanna, cendy, esther, n the others

esther n vanna was eating maggi cup

vanna finished the soup!

but esther didnt

sooo whn she get up at

Pandan Jaya station

the maggi cup soup spill!

to the whole seat!

damn all of them pindah to my sides!

we were having bad luck today

RAPID KL MEN WERE BESIDE US!

one of the guy took out his camera phone

n start taking photo of the seats full of soup!

DAMN!

then i look side way lah.

cz also not my fault

esther went down alrendy ==

Eriene ran to the other side!

SHE SO SMART!

i should hav go wif her!

I WAS STUNNED!

i was like

If i walk away, he will think tht im the culprit

If i dun walk away, he wil take pic of us

So i stay lah. Cz also not my fault

THEN FINALLY

CEMPAKA!

i ran down like hell

I asked vanna later what happened then,

she said tht guy ask her where we were frm

well, vanna hav to answer rite?

.....

Sooo im worried n paranoid

ZzZzz..

Im such a coward

COMFORT ME GUYS!

Ouch!

I swear not to eat again.. in the train i mean

Luckily, today i din eat at the train ..

LoL?

Guess what guys?

Today was unbelievable

urban torturing day!

My toe was sat on !!

&

My thumb is poked thru

by my own Gel pen !!

&

My pencil case went flying

to the sky.. ==!

Gosh.

&

Monitors photoshoot

was awkward n torturing!

We are like suppose to stand

there like 'Dolls for Sale'

'Lelong!'

Stand ther sweating..

My smiles was like Kekok alrendy

Im not surpise the pic would be

horrible to me!

Jus a few days ago,

i was cheered up.

But im not now!

U-R-G-H

Here is something for myself =)

I promise to be good girl

I promise to try not to make my mother

shout at me

every 5 minutes

I promise to be myself alwys & forever

I promise to be as optimistic as possible

I promise to try to stand up for myself

whn i think tht things r not right

thought im a coward

I promise to try not to care what

people are talking about me at my back

I promise not to show out my unhappiness

I promise to try to be a quiet , untalkative

i-dun-care-a-single-thing-u-say-abt-me

girl

I promise i would not eat in the Lrt again

I promise not to be tht stupid again

I promise not to care whenever people

insult , criticize , say my weekness in

front of everyone & act good in front of me.

I promise to try to pass my up-coming

Electon exam !

I promise i would not learn something half-way

& giv up jus because it's hard to learn.

I promise i will study harder n try my best

to score higher marks in this up-coming exam

I promise i will try to overcome my

stagefright

I promise i will not cry again

I promise not to fall in love again (for now)

It's okay to be different

Believe in urself tht you can do it

Because deep down, u know tht u

are ready

Love u to the last

no matter what

Lots of love,

Joyee

Hillsong United oOo Still

LaLaLa

LaLaLa

Im Bored!

LuLuLu

RIP Michael Joseph Jackson

King of Pop!

:(

Althought im not a great fan of u

Still,

May God Bless U

wherever u're heading !

I read the news about u this few days

U brought happiness to millions & billions of people

out ther

but

none u brought to urself

i reckon

Anw, RIP MJ!

I saw u performing on stage

while im quite young?

like 3 years old

I remembered my parents took me to ur concert

Tht moonwalk!

CoOL

Fasinating

RIP MJ!

King of Pop.

U will alwys moonwalk in our hearts.

Love u to the last

Lots of love,

XoXo

Adam Lambert oOo Mad

Writing..

Writing whatever tht pops up in my mind

right now

is actually harder than i thought..

I lied. I lied to myself.

A lot of time.

yet im not happy

with the lies i made up..

i Should be happy right?

Because i made up lies to lie to myself.

Yet im not.

And actually, deep down

i care a

Lot

I lost the old me

I am not what i am now

It's jus a big fat lie

Which i despise it a lot.

I became the person which i no longer

Like

Daddy, where are you?

I recalled the sweet , decent memories

of me holding daddy's hand

walking to the amusement park

His hand was all big n sweaty

But somehow

i felt the warm & safe

within his hand

I would hav cotton caddy in my another hand

I would skip n walk with

Delight

I wonder wher did all the sweet

decent memories go

To the well?

Where nobody could reach it?

I

Doubt

Where's my old-self again?

I'm wearing a mask ,

disguises to cover what i am

Im afraid tht i would

forgot to put it on

the another day

I wore it jus so i could feel fit in.

How

Pathetic

Love u to the last

Lots of Love,

I dunno who i am right now.

Kris Allen oOo To make you feel my love

WoO-hOo!

Aloha amigos EARLINGS!

how r u guys lately..

i bet GREAT!
not mine ! SOB ><

anw. i got all my papers back

n guess what?

ididbadly!yayme!

drop a lot.. man..

do u wanna noe how much i got?

sure u wan.. TSK TSK!

Malay without (K1) - 29/40

coursework (K2) - 69%

Basic Eng - 73 %

Higher Eng - 62%

Science - 82%

Maths - 71%

History - 79% (without coursework)

Living skills - i forgot. LOL abt 80% i think.

Civics - forgot ==" 90 smth

Moral - forgot ==" 90 smth also..

No more rite? xD isit it SHOCKING?

LOL! did so freakingbadely iduncare

Anyway.. Ytd Ytd which was Firday

was Coco Fusion !

It was held in my sch!!

it was rocking NICE!

but i did not enjoy myself T_T

WHY?

BECAUSE

IHAVEFREAKINGDUTY!!!

curse!

man. i was stucked in the Bio Lab for 2 hrs

7pm to 9pm!

shit ass man.

shld hav took the 5pm-7pm shift =="

but i learnt smth of course.

still curious why MUST mdm CHOSE ME!

im a freaking form1 hudunnoanything!

WTF.

*deep breath*

did not manage to capture pictures

because

*drumroll* please

IM

FREAKING

L-A-Z-Y!

MUHAHHA! XD

Tee-hee!

ROCKnROLL bAbY!

I love u forever N always!

Your lovely, pretty profile ;D

NewKidsOnTheBlock oOo 2 in the morning

Randomness ! teehee!!

CUTE MONKEYS!!
don't u agree?
MONKEYS?
i was told to put this by SUETTY!
*JUMPJUMPJUMP*
LOL!
since ther's nothing for me to update
i decided to follow suetty's intructions xD
ytd ytd was Coco Fusion!
n today is Father's day!
wish all fathers out ther !
sexyyyy dads. !
anw.
Suetty is an awesome girl !

LOL

Ps, i have a lots of undone homework =="

Lots of Love,

JoYee

Mia oOo Paper planes

Nothing much ==

Dun u ever think tht hols r boring..

But

Dun u ever think tht schs r boring too..

Sigh

Dun u ever think tht y ur life is so boring three..

Wht the hack?

Oh well.. jus doing my usual routine..

Updating blog..

Not really usual routine =)

Anyway, thnks guys~ for prying xD

My mum is recovering now..

But she still complains backache or smth smth !

Still thnks guys =)

Back to da point.

Oh yeah. Anyone's b'day today?

I noe someone b'day is today which is

Kenny NG!

*not surprise*

Happy Birthday Pervert Boy

WHO

Sits beside me talking pervert stuff ==

How am i goin to handle him?

I Wonder..

xD

Nothing much to update

Din go out

BLEH

BORED

SHIT

COMMIT

SUICIDE

WAN

WATCH

MOVIES!!

DAMN!

Love,

JoYee

Prayers.

No matter who u r,

hu r viewing my blog now,

like

grandma, grandpa ,

children , boy, fren, girl ,

Malay, Chinese, Christian,

Indian, Mixed

etc .

Please pray me for my mum.

She went through a major surgery

last wed & still having some

infections.

Hope tht my mum will be discharged

by today or tomorrow.

=)

God Bless U.

Love,

JoYee

Happy Birthday love!

Gan Cherie, 06-06-96!

Happy Birthday Love!

Thank you for being my fren

for the past few years!

It's bestfren , to be precise =)

I really appreciate what u did

for me! LiL things u noe..

like cheering me up,

standing up for me

whn i feel like a stupid

hopeless coward !

i love u!

I dun think i could find another

bestfren as caring,sweet & brave as u!

Well, we do hav arguments n stuff

but tht's the bonding session of a true

frenship!

Remember? Std 4.. i hate u like shit.

but then smth happened

& somehow we manage to become Best Buds!

It's destiny? God's doing? i guess..

im truly grateful for what God has done for me!

In Conclusion..

Happy BIRTHDAY love!!

hope we can still b best buds thought we're far apart!

Love u to the last!

By the way. To the punks out there

who wanna KAO her..

Better appreciate her like i did!

or not... *GRINNING*

i will.. hmm..

i will think for a bit! LOVE U CHERIE!

Love,

JoYee

Sry i took so long for me to upload these :)

Lalat FwenS! XD

SO REAL RIGHT? ;D
lucky spot. got pillow somemore !


Joshua = Dead !

L.O.L.
Audrey.

Mystery red hot bloody fingers!!

White pass!

Cheh-cheh! ( sry if i spelled ur name wrgly !)

Confirm mati..

See.. wht do i mean..

by Dead..

Still can hav LalaT FWens Meeting!

can talk summre.

dead so nicely. both under the trees..=="

Sakit Mental Jiwa Orang

Take One

Take Two


Take Three

Take Four!! ;D

=="

How Melodramatic am i? !

Love,

Joyee

Randomness

Hmm.. i wonder what do i see

whn im gazing up the sky?

Constellations?

Twinkle stars?

or

Ur beautiful face?

Gosh..i just hate to admit it tht

im falling for you.

I thought falling in love wif somebody

would be nice.

u noe.. like u can see stars above u.

all lovey-dovey..

Falling in love last time was so easy.

Ta-da! he's urs!

Zap!!

I Love You.

i hate those 3 words..

why can't it be like

I Hate You.

Yay! then my brain would'n't be bursting

into pieces

wif unanswered questions.

Hmm.. let's talk about life

what do u see in ur life?

i'm seeing my life tearing apart.

Oo. interesting!

People around me keep saying

Dun giv up , baby.

I love u, keep trying kay sweetie?

GOSH! im sick of it.

shut up n get the hell lost.

Happiness?

How do u stay happy all da time?

i noe!

u dun care what ppl r saying abt u.

u dun care wht ppl r thinking of u.

u dun giv a damn shit wht u r doing

whether it's against the damn freaking law.

Oh ya!

LOL im taking shit.

Love,

The Un-JoYee Version

Desires

I'm currently craving to/for..

Shopping

Sleeping

L.O.L-ing

Finish all my homework

&

my arrangement

Watch movies

Vacations

More playing.

More partying.

X.D.O-ing

Audition-ing

Meet my friends

I feel like talking to someone

Who actually understands me

Who actually hears me out

Who eventually comforts &

cheers me up

Who can gives me advise

Who i respect

Who i adore

Who i love

Do you ever feel like slapping urself up?

I do.

Do you ever feel like crying ur heart out?

I do.

Do you ever feel like ''The-world-is-falling-on-me"?

It's not fair.

How come everyone gets their happiness?

When i didn't?

Holidays?

Facts : Holidays are boring
: Schools are double boring.

So what's the meaning of life?
So sick of updating blog adi =="
Oh , i watched The House of Bunny!
It was alright i guess.
Watch Scary Movie 1, 2, 3, 4 half-way.
Stopped cz it's freaking me out!
It's not funny at all!!
I cant forward it!! GOD DAMN!
Gona watch it again later.
I wish i could watch it wif someone!
So i could like scream! LOL
And i can't continue any of my movies online.
Cz i dunno how to install back sound devices afta reformatting the laptop x_x