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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Gosh..

Gosh im dead lahh!
i nid to release my tension
thru my blog!!
today, i went to lrt wif eriene,
vanna, cendy, esther, n the others
esther n vanna was eating maggi cup
vanna finished the soup!
but esther didnt
sooo whn she get up at
Pandan Jaya station
the maggi cup soup spill!
to the whole seat!
damn all of them pindah to my sides!
we were having bad luck today
RAPID KL MEN WERE BESIDE US!
one of the guy took out his camera phone
n start taking photo of the seats full of soup!
DAMN!
then i look side way lah.
cz also not my fault
esther went down alrendy ==
Eriene ran to the other side!
SHE SO SMART!
i should hav go wif her!
I WAS STUNNED!
i was like
If i walk away, he will think tht im the culprit
If i dun walk away, he wil take pic of us
So i stay lah. Cz also not my fault
THEN FINALLY
CEMPAKA!
i ran down like hell
I asked vanna later what happened then,
she said tht guy ask her where we were frm
well, vanna hav to answer rite?
.....
Sooo im worried n paranoid
ZzZzz..
Im such a coward
COMFORT ME GUYS!
Ouch!
I swear not to eat again.. in the train i mean
Luckily, today i din eat at the train ..

LoL?

Guess what guys?
Today was unbelievable
urban torturing day!
My toe was sat on !!
&
My thumb is poked thru
by my own Gel pen !!
&
My pencil case went flying
to the sky.. ==!
Gosh.
&
Monitors photoshoot
was awkward n torturing!
We are like suppose to stand
there like 'Dolls for Sale'
'Lelong!'
Stand ther sweating..
My smiles was like Kekok alrendy
Im not surpise the pic would be
horrible to me!


Jus a few days ago,
i was cheered up.
But im not now!
U-R-G-H


Here is something for myself =)
I promise to be good girl
I promise to try not to make my mother
shout at me
every 5 minutes

I promise to be myself alwys & forever
I promise to be as optimistic as possible

I promise to try to stand up for myself
whn i think tht things r not right
thought im a coward
I promise to try not to care what
people are talking about me at my back

I promise not to show out my unhappiness
I promise to try to be a quiet , untalkative
i-dun-care-a-single-thing-u-say-abt-me
girl

I promise i would not eat in the Lrt again
I promise not to be tht stupid again

I promise not to care whenever people
insult , criticize , say my weekness in
front of everyone & act good in front of me.
I promise to try to pass my up-coming
Electon exam !
I promise i would not learn something half-way
& giv up jus because it's hard to learn.
I promise i will study harder n try my best
to score higher marks in this up-coming exam
I promise i will try to overcome my
stagefright
I promise i will not cry again
I promise not to fall in love again (for now)


It's okay to be different

Believe in urself tht you can do it

Because deep down, u know tht u

are ready

Love u to the last
no matter what
Lots of love,
Joyee
Hillsong United oOo Still

Sunday, June 28, 2009

LaLaLa

LaLaLa
Im Bored!
LuLuLu
RIP Michael Joseph Jackson
King of Pop!
:(
Althought im not a great fan of u
Still,
May God Bless U
wherever u're heading !
I read the news about u this few days
U brought happiness to millions & billions of people
out ther
but
none u brought to urself
i reckon
Anw, RIP MJ!
I saw u performing on stage
while im quite young?
like 3 years old
I remembered my parents took me to ur concert
Tht moonwalk!
CoOL
Fasinating
RIP MJ!
King of Pop.
U will alwys moonwalk in our hearts.
Love u to the last
Lots of love,
XoXo
Adam Lambert oOo Mad

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Writing..

Writing whatever tht pops up in my mind
right now
is actually harder than i thought..
I lied. I lied to myself.
A lot of time.
yet im not happy
with the lies i made up..
i Should be happy right?
Because i made up lies to lie to myself.
Yet im not.
And actually, deep down
i care a
Lot

I lost the old me
I am not what i am now
It's jus a big fat lie
Which i despise it a lot.
I became the person which i no longer
Like

Daddy, where are you?
I recalled the sweet , decent memories
of me holding daddy's hand
walking to the amusement park
His hand was all big n sweaty
But somehow
i felt the warm & safe
within his hand
I would hav cotton caddy in my another hand
I would skip n walk with
Delight

I wonder wher did all the sweet
decent memories go
To the well?
Where nobody could reach it?
I
Doubt

Where's my old-self again?
I'm wearing a mask ,
disguises to cover what i am
Im afraid tht i would
forgot to put it on
the another day
I wore it jus so i could feel fit in.
How
Pathetic


Love u to the last
Lots of Love,
I dunno who i am right now.

Kris Allen oOo To make you feel my love

Sunday, June 21, 2009

WoO-hOo!


Aloha amigos EARLINGS!

how r u guys lately..

i bet GREAT!
not mine ! SOB ><

anw. i got all my papers back

n guess what?

ididbadly!yayme!

drop a lot.. man..

do u wanna noe how much i got?

sure u wan.. TSK TSK!





Malay without (K1) - 29/40

coursework (K2) - 69%


Basic Eng - 73 %


Higher Eng - 62%


Science - 82%


Maths - 71%


History - 79% (without coursework)


Living skills - i forgot. LOL abt 80% i think.


Civics - forgot ==" 90 smth


Moral - forgot ==" 90 smth also..


No more rite? xD isit it SHOCKING?


LOL! did so freakingbadely iduncare






Anyway.. Ytd Ytd which was Firday

was Coco Fusion !

It was held in my sch!!

it was rocking NICE!

but i did not enjoy myself T_T

WHY?

BECAUSE

IHAVEFREAKINGDUTY!!!

curse!

man. i was stucked in the Bio Lab for 2 hrs

7pm to 9pm!

shit ass man.

shld hav took the 5pm-7pm shift =="

but i learnt smth of course.

still curious why MUST mdm CHOSE ME!

im a freaking form1 hudunnoanything!

WTF.

*deep breath*

did not manage to capture pictures

because

*drumroll* please

IM

FREAKING

L-A-Z-Y!

MUHAHHA! XD




Tee-hee!

ROCKnROLL bAbY!

I love u forever N always!


Your lovely, pretty profile ;D


NewKidsOnTheBlock oOo 2 in the morning

Randomness ! teehee!!


CUTE MONKEYS!!
don't u agree?
MONKEYS?
i was told to put this by SUETTY!
*JUMPJUMPJUMP*
LOL!
since ther's nothing for me to update
i decided to follow suetty's intructions xD
ytd ytd was Coco Fusion!
n today is Father's day!
wish all fathers out ther !
sexyyyy dads. !
anw.
Suetty is an awesome girl !
LOL
Ps, i have a lots of undone homework =="
Lots of Love,
JoYee
Mia oOo Paper planes

Friday, June 12, 2009

Nothing much ==

Dun u ever think tht hols r boring..
But
Dun u ever think tht schs r boring too..
Sigh
Dun u ever think tht y ur life is so boring three..
Wht the hack?
Oh well.. jus doing my usual routine..
Updating blog..
Not really usual routine =)
Anyway, thnks guys~ for prying xD
My mum is recovering now..
But she still complains backache or smth smth !
Still thnks guys =)
Back to da point.
Oh yeah. Anyone's b'day today?
I noe someone b'day is today which is
Kenny NG!
*not surprise*
Happy Birthday Pervert Boy
WHO
Sits beside me talking pervert stuff ==
How am i goin to handle him?
I Wonder..
xD
Nothing much to update
Din go out
BLEH
BORED
SHIT
COMMIT
SUICIDE
WAN
WATCH
MOVIES!!
DAMN!
Love,
JoYee

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Prayers.

No matter who u r,
hu r viewing my blog now,
like
grandma, grandpa ,
children , boy, fren, girl ,
Malay, Chinese, Christian,
Indian, Mixed
etc .
Please pray me for my mum.
She went through a major surgery
last wed & still having some
infections.
Hope tht my mum will be discharged
by today or tomorrow.
=)
God Bless U.
Love,
JoYee

Happy Birthday love!

Gan Cherie, 06-06-96!
Happy Birthday Love!
Thank you for being my fren
for the past few years!
It's bestfren , to be precise =)
I really appreciate what u did
for me! LiL things u noe..
like cheering me up,
standing up for me
whn i feel like a stupid
hopeless coward !
i love u!

I dun think i could find another

bestfren as caring,sweet & brave as u!

Well, we do hav arguments n stuff

but tht's the bonding session of a true

frenship!

Remember? Std 4.. i hate u like shit.

but then smth happened

& somehow we manage to become Best Buds!

It's destiny? God's doing? i guess..

im truly grateful for what God has done for me!

In Conclusion..

Happy BIRTHDAY love!!

hope we can still b best buds thought we're far apart!

Love u to the last!

By the way. To the punks out there

who wanna KAO her..

Better appreciate her like i did!

or not... *GRINNING*

i will.. hmm..

i will think for a bit! LOVE U CHERIE!

Love,
JoYee

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Sry i took so long for me to upload these :)

Lalat FwenS! XD

SO REAL RIGHT? ;D
lucky spot. got pillow somemore !


Joshua = Dead !

L.O.L.
Audrey.

Mystery red hot bloody fingers!!
White pass!



Cheh-cheh! ( sry if i spelled ur name wrgly !)
Confirm mati..

See.. wht do i mean..
by Dead..
Still can hav LalaT FWens Meeting!
can talk summre.
dead so nicely. both under the trees..=="

Sakit Mental Jiwa Orang
Take One

Take Two


Take Three


Take Four!! ;D

=="
How Melodramatic am i? !
Love,
Joyee

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Randomness

Hmm.. i wonder what do i see
whn im gazing up the sky?
Constellations?
Twinkle stars?
or
Ur beautiful face?
Gosh..i just hate to admit it tht
im falling for you.
I thought falling in love wif somebody
would be nice.
u noe.. like u can see stars above u.
all lovey-dovey..
Falling in love last time was so easy.
Ta-da! he's urs!
Zap!!
I Love You.
i hate those 3 words..
why can't it be like
I Hate You.
Yay! then my brain would'n't be bursting
into pieces
wif unanswered questions.
Hmm.. let's talk about life
what do u see in ur life?
i'm seeing my life tearing apart.
Oo. interesting!
People around me keep saying
Dun giv up , baby.
I love u, keep trying kay sweetie?
GOSH! im sick of it.
shut up n get the hell lost.
Happiness?
How do u stay happy all da time?
i noe!
u dun care what ppl r saying abt u.
u dun care wht ppl r thinking of u.
u dun giv a damn shit wht u r doing
whether it's against the damn freaking law.
Oh ya!
LOL im taking shit.
Love,
The Un-JoYee Version

Monday, June 1, 2009

Desires

I'm currently craving to/for..


Shopping
Sleeping
L.O.L-ing
Finish all my homework
&
my arrangement
Watch movies
Vacations
More playing.
More partying.
X.D.O-ing
Audition-ing
Meet my friends
I feel like talking to someone
Who actually understands me
Who actually hears me out
Who eventually comforts &
cheers me up
Who can gives me advise
Who i respect
Who i adore
Who i love
Do you ever feel like slapping urself up?
I do.
Do you ever feel like crying ur heart out?
I do.
Do you ever feel like ''The-world-is-falling-on-me"?
It's not fair.
How come everyone gets their happiness?
When i didn't?

Holidays?

Facts : Holidays are boring
: Schools are double boring.

So what's the meaning of life?
So sick of updating blog adi =="
Oh , i watched The House of Bunny!
It was alright i guess.
Watch Scary Movie 1, 2, 3, 4 half-way.
Stopped cz it's freaking me out!
It's not funny at all!!
I cant forward it!! GOD DAMN!
Gona watch it again later.
I wish i could watch it wif someone!
So i could like scream! LOL
And i can't continue any of my movies online.
Cz i dunno how to install back sound devices afta reformatting the laptop x_x